January 2010
51 posts
Last day of work... and 2009
Endings are always so bittersweet. I’m excited for a fresh start - something new - yet what I’ve been doing in the past is just comfortable. I get used to waking up at 7am during break just to make a couple dollars. I become too scared to face the fact that I’m graduating in 6 months. With every ending, we can’t help but wonder if it’s for better or for worse. I...
December 2009
43 posts
Pre-New Year's Ever Party
I feel so proud of myself for planning this whole thing and it being such a huge success(: Well, maybe not as many people came as I hoped, but DANG, the turnout was pretty good for a last-minute ROC party(:
Matthew Joson: I love you<3 and thanks for making me feel extra special because you made me realize that I threw the last choir party of 2009. I want to have a million more just because of...
Formspring Question!...?!
The funny thing is, I haven’t gotten one of these questions for a long time. NO JOKE. I’ll be honest, I was a little confused at first, buuut you ask, I answer! (:
Are you crushing on someone special at the moment?
I’m always crushing on someone ;) but that doesn’t necessarily mean it’s anything to get crazy about. So yes, but at the moment, not really someone...
ROC party tomorrow? (=
FINALLY planned a choir party at my house for the sake of having a party.. but we’ll just call it a “Pre-New Year’s Eve Party.” hehe I’m so excited. Even though only 20-30 people are coming. =( ohh well… I’m sensing a bonding at my house in the near future! Anywho, Lidia de Leon is being particularly difficult because she’s a lagger in everything...
Czara's a super cutie!
Mom: What did you get for Christmas?
Czara: A $20 bill... and a $50 bill :D
Mom: Wow, so what are you going to buy with it?
Czara: .... French fries... from McDonalds..
Lately, I’ve been inspired by photos. Well, they’ve always been inspiring, but as of late, I’ve taken a new perspective on them. Maybe it was initiated by something I was watching on NBA tv. Maybe I’ve just been finding more truth in a picture than in words. Quite possibly, it’s a combination of the two. If we all just take a closer look - analyze what’s...
"I have strong feelings for you, but I haven't...
My dream last night practically sealed the deal for me… it really got me thinking. However, I’m still hesitant to accept any feelings I might have towards you. I hate to admit it, but I miss you.
Merry Christmas :D
Christmas is so much sweeter when you get to buy your loved ones presents with the money you’ve earned. Before, I never completely grasped the concept of “giving” simply because it wasn’t really my own money. I just seemed like I was giving presents just to give em. Now that I’m earning my own $$, I love seeing people’s reactions when they open my gifts. I got...
Miss Independent
I’m at work - without Ken here to hold my hand through the entire process. HAHA It’s a good feeling knowing that I can do things without being so dependent on other people. I drove to work myself… which was pretty interesting because I felt like I lost puppy on the way here. I’ve been here for almost 5 hours, but I’m about to leave in about 15 minutes! (: Oh how I...
AA sale, DLS vs. CHS
Yesterday was definitely one of the best days of break! AA sale in the morning with Bea and Lorus, then straight to the Home Depot Center for my cousin. Although I probably should have rooted for Crenshaw (represent SoCal, yknow?) but I kind of had to go for De La Salle because of my cousin… ohhh well! It’s all good(: DLS won 28-14 so I was pretty excited :D hehe.
So right now,...
1st day!
Today was the first day that I worked :D That means I’m finally making $$! Ahhh, it feels good to know that I’m making money for myself. Even though this job is just a quickie for winter break, I don’t think I’ve ever felt so independent. Okay, well it wasn’t bad at all because Ken works there too and my relatives own the whole business… STILL though, I’m...
For once, I'm questioning these butterflies...
Why do I have this feeling that it’s happening again? I guess we’re both at fault for letting things get back to the way they were. We just can’t help but to act the way we do =/ I’m sooo confused. You really need to stop making me feel this way.
Unfortunate Events?
It sucks when you secretly want something to happen, but you know its never going to happen, so your completely satisfied with whatever you’re stuck with. (I’m not sure if that makes sense to anyone but me…)
I’m not entirely happy about the outcome of this mess, but damn, this might be one of my only free days this entire winter break. I usually hate days like this during...
“I’m not one of those girls who sleep in makeup because they don’t...”
– Kim Kardashian
True Colors
Everything’s good between me and _______. FINALLY! And we had a long talk -although he shouldn’t have told me all those things… but I’m more than happy that he did. It’s really opening my eyes about everything that’s been going on. It all makes sense. But it sucks that I had to hear it from him and not the person I thought I trusted. It’s one thing if you...
Teacher: Can a man still reproduce with one testicle?
Student: No, girls don't find that shit attractive.
Are things finally good between us?
It feels like everything’s okay, but I have this gut feeling that once I tell you what I want to tell you, things will change… and I’m not too sure if that change will be for the better. But shit, I’m hoping it is. We’re friends again, but Idk how long we can keep this charade up. We both know that our feelings will change again. Ugh, I guess I just need to tell you...
“I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient...”
– Dr. Seuss
My last first Holiday Follies :(
I’m usually the type to cry over little things like this that are making my senior year bittersweet, but I can’t help but think that Holiday Follies is just another performance. I don’t think I’ll realize it’s over until… next year when Christmas time rolls around. hah
Anyway, AMAZING show ROC(: Yall make me so proud! Full house plus extra seats added in the...
Take a good look at yourself before blaming other...
When things go wrong in YOUR life, at least have the courage to take a look at yourself. You never had to stay with our crowd. In fact, you admitted that you didn’t feel welcomed from the beginning, so why did you put yourself through all that pain? I’m not saying that we don’t have any part in this, but don’t hate the player (or players) hate the game. Life goes on....
“I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget...”
“An amateur practices until he can get it right, a professional practices until...”
